i sure-hope that Andrew don’t mind that i made
a sort of ‘commercial-break’ post here.
in the last couple of days when we were offline; the downtime,
i had alot of thoughts running in my head.
my first gut tell me was that;
we were hacked.
i feared of many things.
like;
doubt in my head, of continuing 30dayartist.
what’s the point? maybe the downtime it’s a sign
for me to stop.
let’s just pack our bags and call it a day.
who are we kidding? freeing the artist-soul within us?
get real, buddy! time to move on!
goodbye.
just-maybe.
then we were online again.
it was just some bad “migrating files”
(godknows what the fuck all this hi-technology term means)
i was assure again. i feel safe.
i’m glad that i don’t have to apologize to every single
past-30dayartist of their lost passionated words+works.
i was fear to be the one to tell everyone of their artful-effort-contribution
to 30dayartist,
is gone.
i thank God in reality now,
that i don’t have too.
we will be here for a long-long time.
i retrace my negative-thoughts,
when i had the givin-up feeling
for 30dayartist.
i learned of my ‘retreat’.
and then it pops up in my head;
what i’ve got to lose?
nothing, it’s just art.
who cares if it’s a small community or a big community?
if it works or it doesn’t.
if it’s famous or not.
if it’s good or crap.
if there’s anymore artist out there that believes in 30dayartist or not.
(i remembered how conceptart.org people was skeptic of this,
or maybe some still are.)
you can have my word, i’ll forever be here,
no matter how,
30dayartist will live.
you can hack us, you can ban us.
you can’t completely wipe us of the web,
who can?
the internet is just too ‘open’.
(but this is not a challenge to hackers out there.
peace! we’re just an art-free-community.
please leave us alone.)
what matters to some is just ‘walking’,
some ‘running’.
for me, i’m glad the least that we’re ‘moving’.
to the extend, i don’t even care, if it’s forward or backwards.
in the end of day, it’s just art.
merry christmas to all,
and wish you all
a happy-coming-new-year.
“may all of you artist’s dream be fulfilled!”
(don’t be too greedy though.)
-chinyew