I’m working hard.
really hard.
i pull myself to the extreme.
i’ve been commented before
that i’m the extreme of the extreme.
am i really?
but lately, i am not having enough sleep.
and weird timing to sleep.
when most are awake, i’m asleep.
when most are actively working, i’m resting.
at night, i roam the house.
i’m awake.
i tend to like the night.
and work at night.
especially when comes to art.
i feel that i can only do art
at night. must be a habit.
i’m afraid of my health.
i haven’t been walking for days.
is always the computer, than table, then car.
need to walk.
feeling my toes are getting numb.
am i sick?
i could be sick.
i can feel my internal organs are damaging.
and i’m only 27.
i want to live healthy. breath healthy.
work healthy.
but can i?
with the life i’m living.
with the task that i’m doing.
i heard that it’s bad; not to sleep from 9pm – 11pm;
that’s the time our body automatically rest
and does it’s rejuvenating.
and i always been awake till the morning 7am,
does that mean my body is all screwed up.
i’m not making sense again.
maybe it’s the lack of sleep.
i think i should learn my lesson
of posting the words first before
i accomplished the pages.
when i have things to sy, i cna;t post, because i haven’t
finish illustrating the pages.
and when i’ve finished the pages, is when i’m almost
dozing off, shutting down.
like now…
now..
.
…
.
.
heading to bed now.
will wake in the afternoon to fix the grammar/spelling/sentences.
cheers to all. and good morning.
